i hate myself and i ruin everyone’s day thinking about my issues…..i’ve attempted suicide 29 times in the past 2 years and im only 15……my mother says that it’s just how girls are and that i’ll get over it….she’s said that since i was 12……i first tried to kill myself on november 3 2010……i’ve been to 5 mental hospitals and i put my parents in debt that they’ll be paying off for 3 more years……just recently my boyfriend broke up with me…..i think he got tired of how fucked up i was and how many break downs and episodes i had…..i have no future and i dont think i could go on anymore…..does anyone feel the same or have any advice….? i could really use it