i met a guy recently and we were in touch for about 4 month...when i first met him i thought his got a very strong personality... we went out a few times

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i met a guy recently and we were in touch for about 4 month…when i first met him i thought his got a very strong personality… we went out a few times and he kept ignoring me he used to call me once every 2 or 3 weeks …. i knew he was the type of guy who wants to hit and run…he has alot going on for him…everytime we meet he never used to make me feel good about my self once he said am not ready for a relationship or even get married lets just keep it light and date casualy, he used to say the most hurtfull things to me..untill after 3 month of leading me on he said by the way i have to have an arranged marriage….he said ur an amazing girl and thousand guys would wish to be with u…day by day i kept having strong feelings for him and getting attached….how could i ever be in love with a total jerk and hurtfull person..he never cared about me never realy cared to call or even pick me up…untill one night i gave in to him and i started showing him how i feel that was 4 month when he finaly got what he wanted from me…he was travelling and came back and never thought of calling me untill i called him and that was the end of it he had the coldest tone with me how he cant provide me the relationship i deserve and that his going tomorrow to travel and have an arranged marriage again he said what do u want from with me any man would wish to be with you….for 4 month he treated me so bad and said the most hurtfull things to me i was sooo hurt and wanted my ravange i wrote all over his wall on facebook about where his going and that he has no personality and controled by his parents..it was wrong from me to even think for one second to speak to him all this time..he was angry turned it all around and made it look like its all my fault and told me not to contact him again…i was CRUSHED ….i felt rejected i felt i was nothing to him..i never thought of doing the facebook think but it was just out of being hurt and it was a reaction to all the things he was saying and doing to me the whole time…. i never felt soo hurt i know my mistake was i shouldnt have fell for such hurtfull and heartless person.

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So, one time I told my mom that I wanna buy a lollipop, I was 17 that time. My step brother then asked if he could come my mom and I agreed. Me and my step brother let’s just call him Daniel. Daniel the both of went out to buy. We bought a few things lollies and he said he wanted a beer, so I bought one for him. But on the way home walking he asked saying “I have a lollipop why would you buy one?” I looked confused. But I just said I like the strawberry flavored more. he then asked if we could go somewhere for awhile, I agreed cuz’ why not, The house is boring anyway. We went to this secluded area it’s dim but not to dark. No person is walking at that time because it’s night a bit late. We sat down on the bench right beside each other. around probably 5 minutes passed, he took my hand and hovered at top of his “DIH’ it was hard, very hard. my hand is not inside yet. He spoke “you make me this hard everyday.” mind you he was 22 at that time. I sat down still, I didn’t move one bit and just let him do what he wants to. then, he puts my hand inside and helped me stroke his “Dih” I stroked it, he started moaning softly minutes passed like that, he spoke after “Can you s*** for me?” I nodded, because what can I do? I sucked his dih and he exploded on my mouth. I thought it was done and he told me to swallow so I did. after that we didn’t tell mom nor dad it’s our little secret. that was 6 months ago, and now we both sometimes do it when we are alone.

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