I’m a guy (19) and i desperately want to fall in love. Yeah, yeah i got my life ahead of me, why would i want to rush into something so early in my life. I dont even care about the s**, although i will say it is nice but not necessary. I crave the touch of a girl or to just simply run my fingers through her hair. I wanna feel loved and love somebody. I feel like I’ll never find a girl that has the same emotions as i do. I feel like im a very emotional person and in touch with myself. I’ll lay in bed at night and think about how lonely i am or that maybe ill never find love, and i usually cry myself to sleep. I know its best to avoid thinking about stuff like that, but its so hard not to think about love when you see couples on social media all lovey dovey and know that you might not ever have that feeling. I get that ache in my heart when i think of those things and i absolutely hate it. But i cant help it. I want love so bad. I want to hold someone and share my emotions. I know most girls find it very annoying and/or unattractive for guys to be over-emotional or clingy; so i try to hide the side of me thats so desperate for affection so i dont scare girls away lol. I just want some kind of feedback, any kind. I have nobody to talk to about this and i just discovered this whole confession website.