People always talk about how pleasurable s** is, but I’ve never experienced it. Despite how badly I long for physical intimacy, I’ve never dated, I’ve never had s**, and I’ve never even been kissed. All the time I hear about how mind-numbing s** is, but I have no idea what it’s like. I want it really, really badly.

But I’m also submissive. I take pleasure in being forced to do things I despise. While it’s possible for me to become a s***** sub, I refuse to do that because offering myself s******* would still fill me with pleasure that I crave. No, I don’t want pleasure. Instead, I want to be forcefully denied s** for the rest of my life until I die. I’m not just talking about i**********; I’m talking about m***********, I’m talking about p***, I’m talking about seeing another human naked in an intimate way. I’ve masturbated and viewed p*** before, but I never want to do it again. I want to be forced to suppress my s******** so I never experience another o***** for as long as I live. I want s** to be stolen from me so that I have no choice but to be a virgin until I die.

S********? What s********? Steal the pleasure from me and never give it back.