My partner is really supportive and keeps telling me that we will “find a way” if I don’t get hired for my job I am contracting on (contract runs out soon, they are hiring the same position permanent), and everything will be ok. I was homeless and jobless for a year and a half many years ago, will never do it again. Partner, and no one else, knows I have planned out my suicide if I am not hired in my position I am contracting. Have already laid it out and gathered supplies in case.
