Maybe it’s because I’ve been watching too many Romantic TV series and movies but is it so bad to crave for love? Is it bad to want to claim someone as my partner?soulmate? lover?

Maybe It’s because I’ve been too picky? Picky that isn’t the right word.
I’ve just been uninterested in those who have confessed or approached me. Is that bad? 

If I can’t imagine myself being with a certain person in the future, isn’t it alright to not pursue in a relationship? Doesn’t that save time and most importantly unnecessary emotions for both parties?

Does  “love” come instantly or does it have to be developed?

Am I too childish and immature to want to believe in true love and love at first sight? Is love really that unattainable for me? Did I fool everyone around me to perceive me as “the girl who does not need anyone”and did that result in me fooling myself? Is it my fault?

Is it because I’ve never been in an intimate relationship which ultimately led me to feel this way?

Who knows?

But at this moment,

I crave to love an be loved.