I have been married for 5 years and feel like having s** with my huaband it kinda borning or sometimes I dont c** but fake it. Idk what it is because he has a big d*** and fucks me good but then i met this guy who kept talking to me we met and talked then we started feeling s******* attracted to each other had s** ones in his house that he took me and omg did I like it. It gets me really h**** everytime I think about it. I have only done it ones and kinda one to but I feel like it will ruin my marriage and I know im not suppose to do!! But I sometimes masterbate and think about the guy f****** me rough and eating my p****???