I want to f*** my colleague so bad. In an office party he came onto me and I was least interested in him then so I shooed him away. So I guess he stopped having feelings for me. But after that night I started fantasizing about him. He is athletic, hot and surprisingly kind. I keep imaging about that night. How it would have progressed had I let him into my room. He has big hands with thick fingers. I keep imagining his hands on my body. How it would feel if he undressed me and felt every inch of my body. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about him as I’m married but I can’t stop myself. I see him everyday. I imagine going on an office vacation and somehow we end up being together alone and thats when things get spicy. I imagine seducing him to get him interested in me. I would play with his hands. I would then wrap his hands around me while whispering s*** talk in his ear. He would then run his hands on my back and then when he reaches my b*** he would carry me to a bed. I’d be wearing a dress. He would unzip my dress, remove my bra and p**** leaving the dress on me. He would then carry me and come inside. F****** me the whole time. My long hair falling on my face. Our reflection in the mirror so hot. Oh man I so badly need to f*** him. Is it so bad if I did?