Being male & knowing what it feels like to touch myself & to feel myself soft & to feel myself hard & to feel myself c** & to know every square inch of myself & my touch has made me curious of what it would feel like to touch someone else, to feel them, to feel them soft, to feel them grow, to feel them hard, & then my fantasy has grown from if they were hard it wouldn’t be fair to leave it like that, I’ve always been jealous of women who have given me a bj & envious because it feels so good, that I know I would love to transfer that hard c*** from my hand into my mouth looking up at him as he’s moaning in pure pleasure, feeling his hand applying pressure on the back of my head as his waist starts pumping in a rthymic unison until feeling a little extra pressure from his hand & one final thrust from his hips filling my mouth full pumping stream after stream down my throat, I don’t know if I should end my confessional fantasy there because it’s honestly not over, I know the next time I went down on him wouldn’t be enough to full “fill” this fantasy as does drunkin s** falling onto my back & while passionately deep kissing, I want to taste his sweat as it drips off of his face & onto mine I want to see his chest get closer to my face while he dominatly powerfully & passionately pumps me until hearing his pleasurable moan as his stiffening body releases an absolute flood into me, & his exhausted passed out body falls off of me leaving behind his c** which slowly seeps from me hours later, I only desire this with one particular man who is supposedly straight but mysteriously always single, I’ve always been with women but I know I would totally be this guys submissive wife, I got issues i know