I had a boyfriend, he’s everything to me. We separated as we went in different schools, he cheated and left me without closure. I don’t know anything about “moving on” maybe I need to take time for myself, breath the freshest air, and maybe I should forgive. I really have no idea, but this new friend became my bestfriend. Every secrets that we have, we say and kept it from each other. I want him always at my side because I feel very lonely. I still stalk my ex and try to move on. I cried too much and that makes me so tired. Becoming a grade * We had new classmates, there is this girl that’s talking to my bestfriend. I feel jelous, maybe because I dont want someone to steal my bestfriend from me. Then I ask myself if i’m inlove. Instead of having the feeling of joy I feel disgusted. Now, my bestfriend is now inlove to the new student while me? I feel so lonely and very sad. I don’t know if i love/like my bestfriend or I miss my ex.