I feel completely s***** lately. My boyfriend and I broke up about a month ago but I don’t think I gave myself time to heal properly. The day he broke up with me I was so upset. I thought maybe I’d feel better if I just made out with someone to get my mind off of it. I did this and at the time it was good. But now I’ve just gotten worse and worse. I’ve hooked up with 7 people since summer has started. I still miss my boyfriend but I’ve moved on enough that I do like someone else. That person though I have done nothing with this summer and they used to like me but then when I asked if they still did they didn’t answer. I didn’t want to just wait for him to tell me so I did stuff with other people. But now if he did like me I feel like I’ve ruined it because I feel like he won’t want to date if he
finds out about everything I’ve done with other people.