This is not a fantasy, but a very real situation I am fighting. I am a very happily married man to a woman I do love. She is sweet and just a good person. With that being said, our s** life has never been great and if anything, not really even good. She is a very straight forward person when it comes to s** and does not venture past just basic positions, never wants to do anything outside the bedroom, and frankly I am board with our s** lives. I could have lived with that but now, I have a new job. In this new job I have met an absolutely beautiful and very cute woman about the same age as me. She has a great personality, her eyes just light up when she smiles, she gets my jokes, she has a perfect smoking hot little body, knows how to dress so s*** and yet classy and we flirt quite a bit. Every day we grow closer and closer sharing small secrets, she comes back to my office to spend time during the day, she has invited me over to her house so on and so on. But there are major speed bumps in place. She is my boss for one. Like I said, I am married. She has a very nice boyfriend. And to top it all off, she is sort of friends with my wife to the point of texting each other. I have not pushed the issue of s** with her, but I want to and think about having s** with her often. Many times when I do have s** with my wife, I am only thinking about s** with the other woman. Each day it becomes more difficult to resist. It feels like it could happen at any moment and to be honest, I believe it could. At the right time, in the right place if we just happened to look at each other the right way, or even bump into each other wrong, it just feels like we would explode into a s***** frenzy and I am at the point I do not think I could resist her. I am trying to pull away but each time I do create some distance, I feel a slight emptiness and I either end up getting close again or she finds a way. I have been in a s***** tension relationship before, but never this magnetic. Flat out, I want to f*** her to the moon and feel every inch of her body.
