I am physically male but in my mind…. mostly on weekends I am a woman. At least until I o*****. I only do it for the s***** turn on of dressing up in fem. I dress slutty I wear frilly or satin items usually I full body shave even my sissy c***. I wear at least 5 inch heels wig and makeup. sometimes I could pass but I rarely venture in public. I love to play with dildos and other sorts of a*** toys like b*** plugs etc. I take an extra diet pill when I do this it makes me extra h**** and it last a day or so. Some times I will m********* and hold back orgasms for over twenty four hours. I imagine getting caught by a wife or a girlfriend (which I have neither right now) .. and they decide to go along with but also humiliate me by calling me a sissy s*** and even f****** me with a s****** and making me s*** another mans c*** while they do it.i often fantasize about having s** with a man but I have never brought myself all the way to it. I actually would love to be gang banged by several men at once. I love my a** and painted toe nails to a point of worship. I worship my own body parts and experiment with different toys especially on my a**.

I am pretty perverted and ashamed but I cant stop and I wont. Sometimes I do dress up almost passable as female and go to womens dress stores to try on dresses. Several times I have been in a changing stall and someone was in the one nest to me and I would be there quietly m*********** even dripping pre-c** on the floor. F****** my a** with a d**** and sort of looking under the stall to see up to maybe the knees of the woman changing next to me. One time my o***** had more than usual s**** and it squirted to the floor and partly on the other side where a woman was trying something on. I became scared that I would get caught but at the same time I was even more excited that I came on her floor and did she notice or not. There is much more to my adventures but I will go for now and maybe continue later. Cheers. (Chrissy)