So I’m 15 going onto 16, a sophomore in high school, and gay. One of my best friends, whom I’ve known my whole life is straight and I like him both s******* and romantically. If given the chance, I’d have s** with him in the blink of an eye even though I’ve been raised and have always told myself I wouldn’t give up my virginity until marriage. He’s hot as hell and he’s everything I look for in a guy. Nice, muscular, and manly. I honestly feel like he’s teasing me though. He knows I’m gay and we sit in each other’s laps, say I love you to each other, and every time we see each other in the hallway, we greet each other with a warm hug. And sometimes he grabs my a**. And then other days he plays hard to get. But the thing is he’s been in a very commited relationship with his girlfriend since June. It’s treacherous to keep loving him but he’s like quicksand.