Please need advice if anyone can help me?

Every female in my family on both sides end up having kids then getting a hysterectomy due to female problems. I’m in my late 30’s with no kids and I’m having the same problem accept doctors won’t give me the operation b/c I don’t have kids. I understand where they are coming from and the truth is, I wish that I could have kids.

I’ve already had an operation and need another one to remove growths. My regular doctor told me that I don’t belong having kids. Its b/c I have both a mental condition and an eating disorder. Its a mild mental disorder, doesn’t make me do dangerous things or act crazy. The eating disorder is worse and at that, I’m trying to overcome it though it will always be there.

My periods are very painful, lasting for 2 weeks, excessive bleeding, and I just want the dang hysterectomy already. I can’t follow doctors orders by having kids and not having kids, what am I suppose to do?