Hi, I want to confess my uncontrollable lust for women. I feel that I don’t love my wife anymore because of this and I am so sad for committing adulterous thoughts and lusting towards other women. I want to love my wife, but I can’t because of my lust. I really want to love her with all of my heart. Please read the whole article for me. I want to become a loving person, but I can’t because of my lust, my anger, my rebellion, my pride, my shyness, my shame towards God, my mood swings, etc. I love women who have fair complexion. I also watch p*** sometimes. And I like watching women with fair complexion and ashamed to say women who have pink nips. I’m so sorry. I am so lustful. I just want to let it out and be free of this burden. I want to change already. I have tried so many times already. I have been trying to stop m*********** from the day I learned it. By the way, I also love going to have massages, where I seduce the women giving me massages. I frequently don’t wear underwear, show my private parts and even g**** them, even let them have a bit of touch to my private part. I’m so sorry for letting you know about this. I have a wife too. And I can’t tell her about this, because I’m afraid to tell her. It’s so unacceptable for a husband to do. I want to love her with all my heart, that’s why I’m doing this now. I have also groped women on public vehicles. I am very lustful. I love taking pleasure on s***** things. But I want to change that’s why I’m doing this right now. I feel that I also am becoming lesser loving everyday because of this. I also attribute my lust to my anger towards my wife and the people around me. That’s why I also say hurtful words to them and frequently rebel against my parents, which I hate doing. Honestly. ;( I am so sad of my personality. I am also very shy, very silent, and very self conscious. I cannot talk to people I don’t know very well without having to be very self conscious and having very awkward moments and silences along the way. I want to change myself, but I don’t know how to do so. I’m trying this, hoping I can change as well. I have also hit my father before and punched him in the face. I disrespect them and don’t listen to them, my parents. I am also very lazy, I am easily controlled by my emotions. And I think that’s why I easily fall for temptations. I am so sorry for myself and so sad about this. This also affects my job and my relationship with other people. I feel that my life is without direction right now. By the way, I also love peeking at women’s p****** and b****. I’m so sorry. I also lie a lot of times to my partner and my family whenever I don’t go home early. I am ashamed of going to church right now because of these things. I also am a christian and had been given gifts when I started in my honeymoon stage. And because of this faith, I can heal others I can do good things and anything that my mind can conceive. I tried to use these gifts to overcome the devil. And after all I’ve done for this world, I feel that I still cannot over the evil one. I am not crazy or anything. I hope you believe me. At one point in my christian life, I was very holy and gifted. Now, everything is the opposite. I have been defeated by the evil one. And I need your help right now. I want to change. I really do. I have done so many perverse things to overcome satan and even created spirits to aid me, through my faith. And Jesus even said, if you have faith you can say to this mountain go and it will go. I believed that word and commanded every spirit I can possibly think of. But I became perverse and sinful. I created spirits and did many evil things using this power even using it to seduce women, work better, torment satan and his kingdom, create spirits and call spirits and basically everything you can think of you can do spiritually. I want to change right now, please believe me and read this out for me. Believe it or not, I have also hurt others’ spirits because of my power and irresponsible use of it. I know that God is very angry at me right now. But I hope He will forgive me. I am also doubtful and tend to believe in other explanations of the beginning of time, and creation, I am very doubtful about these things, but I fight that sometimes. I also have lots of mood swings, for example, I feel depressed and want to procrastinate and just sleep and then I feel like I want to get a massage and lust for other women, and then I feel good going to church then not. And I can’t control these emotions. Most of the time, I am always overcome by all of these emotions. I am so sorry for myself. I can’t confess all my sins to my wife. I hope by confessing this to you, I can tell her all of this one day. I want to be guilt free and love my wife with all of my heart and I want to change. Please pray for me. God bless you!

I feel like I am far from God and don’t want to attend church or read his word or pray to Him because of all my since below. Please pray for me.

By the way, I am also very worrisome. I worry so much about what to say when I’m with other people. You can never imagine how much worried I am to do so. I am so ashamed of myself. I feel so worried about what to say in every conversation and I have inferiority complex. I have a bad temper too. And I am an extremely silent person. I am so sad about this. I feel like I have depression or something. And then, I rebel towards by parents, I want to be alone most of the time, and I feel exhausted socialising with other people. I want to be a responsible dad in the future and with all of these, I can’t possibly become one. So please help me out. okay? God Bless this website.