If God can hear me Do forgive me. Evil has empower upon me. It all started way back during my school days i started masturabating and that through imaging a idol..hahaha At that moment i was fallen in evil hands .as year pass i was fully control upon by evil. Even in classroom i would imagine my teacher and m********* and even i tried to have s** wid my cousin because of evil and lots of evil dirty thoughts about every girls it include aunty, mom’s frn n sis frn even somtime my own sister’s and mom but i controlled that thought And as days passed i was involved in adultery i physical relation with prostitute and many girl and i comitted homosexual. Everyday i would masturabate five or more time. I loss interest in everything But in year 2011 i committed to myself and staring controllong the thought through meditation and prayed to god and tried stopping it in every angle .i started to change i have stopped homosexual and even thought were pure no more negative thought’s on aunty, family ,and all area . At present i became the same person way back..now i don’t m********* five or six but i masturabate everyday and i had girlfriend a s*** one even i don’t have a s** with him because i love maasturabting. recently two day’s back we broke up .a heart broken man..hahaha .Yesterday around 3 o’ clock i was drunk and while returning back i saw a dog and starting m*********** in the b**** v***** and i was about to f*** the dog but i didn’t .again i masturbated on my neighbour water tank b’coz .Now am a regret man who posseses a evil mind and world’s most dirty thought nominee ..O lord please show me a way and my heart has become evil it say’s i won’t change leave it..Friend u can throw some light on me