I miss a guy.A guy that I don't know whether or not I could think of him as my boyfriend. We have been together on and off for almost a year. He's my

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I miss a guy.A guy that I don’t know whether or not I could think of him as my boyfriend. We have been together on and off for almost a year. He’s my first….but I feel like It was because I was too naive and didn’t understand much about relationships these days. In the beginning, he lied, and his intention was just to hook up with me. Then before I moved away, he told me that he want to be in a relationship with me. I made the decision to break up with him 2 months ago and we haven’t talked since . There is not a day that go by that I don’t think about him. I miss us being together. I miss him . I know that my decision was right because his feelings, actions are unclear. He couldn’t take “a large leap of faith” to be with me. It was just me who expect too much from him. I bought the ticket to travel back to that state this Christmas with a little hope that I have the courage to talk to him one last time, to find closure. However, I don’t think I would be able to find the closure that I am hoping so much for. It just going to be pain. I’m not going on that plane anymore but still, deep inside me,…I hope that he will call me. And that he will come to see me. He will come not just to say sorry, but also to make things right, to start things again. Am I just a fool because he is just not that into me as much as I am about him…

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