My mind is bothered by thoughts of not ever feeling like an importance to someone. I thought maybe I was, but I must have fooled myself again. I not feel needed, really. I feel that maybe someone needs me but when I see them acting as if they hate me or to them, I never really existed I seem to feel that I most likely am not in that someone’s thoughts as much as they are in mine. My mind seems to have eaten over itself over this someone. I’m so tired of trying what is complicated to tell me you miss and love me yet continue to keep your head turned away. What is complicated? I do not understand. I need to be away. I’m tired. I am of no one’s concern. I never seem to be something of importance to this ex lover. Neither do they seem to be as miserable to have lost me as I am to have lost them.
