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I’m thinking of breaking my 3 month sobriety to just let loose and attempt to have some fun. Just weighing out the pros and the cons. Pros: This could be whats becoming one of the rare occasions where I leave a good impression on people of being fun and amusing, keep them engaged in conversation with me and make dozens of new friends like I did a long time ago. This might be one of the times I don’t over do it and remember everything and not drink well past my limit. I no longer have a whiny boyfriend nagging at me not to do it and then bothering my friends and getting them all worried. Cons: This might be one of the occasions where I get drunk too quickly, and drink way too much and become incoherent and make my friends worry. I might black out and pee on myself and eventually pass out not knowing what happened. Not only that but once I start I can’t stop drinking for at least a good 4 days -2 weeks straight. Reason I’m even considering this: I’m bored, just got out of a break up and don’t want to think about him. I just want to loosen up a bit, listen to some good music and stop being so anxious around people. Tired of holding back, always feeling like I’m never my true self and have to calculate everything I say. Things are never fun anymore, at least when I’m buzzed in my mind things feel pretty fun and enjoyable even if its for a little while. I just don’t know if I should go through with this.

New Confession

I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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