Why did you have to lie to me, man? I have been your buddy for over 9 years, and you were afraid to tell me you were gay? I walked in to see you kissing another guy and yeah I was shocked but I don’t hate you for it. What I am feeling right now is hurt because you lied. Don’t you know I have gay friends, dude? Haven’t I told you about them? I helped you through the death of your mother, set you up on dates with girls, even took you with me when I visited relatives in another state. I shared a lot with you only to have you be dishonest with me over something as petty as this. Now I wonder what else you’d lie about. I know I left you feeling hurt and scared about our friendship but man I have to deal with the fact that something made you lie to me before I can talk to you again – and I will. Just give me time. Am I a bad guy? Do I make you feel uncomfortable about who you are? Maybe I have been the problem, being too blind to see you for who you are.

Man, you know dishonesty is the one thing that makes me angry more than anything else and there is NO reason why you had to pretend to be straight for the years I have known you. I would have still been your buddy. I should talk to you but I just can’t right now. Soon.