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There was a time at which writing out my feelings would help when I was like this. I would sit down in front of my computer, open up this site and type up a novel of what I was feeling at the moment. Every paranoid thought, every little bit of guilt. Anything that came to mind. I’d write about it until I couldn’t anymore. ‘Til I was completely emotionally drained. Sometimes I would post it, sometimes I’d just erase it.

Now, I don’t even know where to start. Sitting here, typing this out just makes me feel even worse than I did before. I’m officially past the point where I can help myself in this frame of mind. F*** it. I might as well do some stupid self destructive s*** before I go back to normal. Might as well get the f****** most out of it.

New Confession

I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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