There is a song I recorded years ago, it's lots of people's favourite one I've done, it even made one of my friends cry. Sometimes it makes me cry but for

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There is a song I recorded years ago, it’s lots of people’s favourite one I’ve done, it even made one of my friends cry. Sometimes it makes me cry but for different reasons. I have sad memories associated with it.
The irony, the other rapper on the track is my ex-girlfriends brother.
I went to visit her and stay with her family even though we were only seeing each other for a month, and I made one of my best songs ever with her brother, the beat was made by his friend, I could not have done it without him, he even got me to rap better (encouraged me to say it with more passion and feeling), the song would not exist without his contact and his encouragement. I got on with her whole family. I aced it.
Then two days after I left she got drunk and cheated on me.
It was the most unfair thing to happen to me, at the worst time, after I had just completely aced ‘meeting the family’. (Even more unfair than spending two days in a Canadian immigration cell for an internet romance years before, cos at least not getting a visa and being honest with immigration about my lack of money was my own fault.)
She did not want to be loved, and she tried to prove to me that she was not worth loving. She did always say she wasn’t ready for a relationship.
I still went out with with her for months after that, forgiveness is important to me. But I hadn’t forgiven her, I had just tried and failed, the anger was always beneath the surface especially as she continued to be highly critical and demanding. The criticism and the spoiled demands, which I often failed to meet, in the shadow of her infidelity eroded my self esteem until I was a shell of the man I once was. I allowed it to happen though, I take responsibility. But my self esteem was gone, and a depression I had escaped for most of a decade came back.
We split up months later. We’re still friends, even though I sometimes feel she doesn’t really deserve a friend like me. But she was young and I am who I am, if I can help people I generally will. There is no one I have spoken to in detail about this. I have 5000 facebook friends but only two people I can think of could I talk to about this face to face, and neither of them have been in the same city much this year. Another depressing thought.
That felt really good. (And I’ll probably delete it, it’s more than a bit personal but truth is truth.)

New Confession

I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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