I’m 33, in the prime of my life and I’ve never really had a girlfriend. Certainly not one that has ever truly ever liked me for who I am.
I thought I did once and she stuck around for a year and a bit until I got the ultimatum to start paying her a lot of money and a demand for some very big ticket items to which by her own words she wouldn’t have any regard for my feelings anyways and never did. I refused and got dropped like a candy wrapper in the trash.
It grinds on me everyday, the absolute crushing burden of being alone and the omnipresent feeling I’m being punished for who I am.
