I wrote a whole massive rant about what I wanted to talk about but I decided there are dicky people who'll probably try and sass me about my fandoms so

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I wrote a whole massive rant about what I wanted to talk about but I decided there are dicky people who’ll probably try and sass me about my fandoms so nah mate.

The gist of it was. I’m lonely. Not physically (well I am right now, but the constant loneliness isn’t physical).
And to sum up why… I’m an overly emotional teenager with friends that have completely different fandoms to me and they can all talk about their fandoms amongst themselves but then there’s just me in a corner flapping around by myself.

And it pisses me off. There are other details that make it have more substance and it’s sort of mounted onto that it’s one of my biggest fears to be alone emotionally because my mind does scary things when I’m alone and i’m sick of crying all the time. And I’m an awkward b*** so I can’t get my friends to understand in any way that will let them know how upset I really am without getting frustrated and crying again.

So yeah. okay. Idk, man. I just wanted to get that out. but I’ve tried to say it so many times with so many different words that it feels empty now so idk if it came across as what I’m trying to say. No one ever seems to get it though… Or they don’t care that I’m being emotionally torn apart constantly but that’s fine. Perfectly fine. (no)
damn im pissed off now.

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