I’m glad I still have the indescribable privilege of being your friend, but I still love you and I wish we could have made it through our struggles. If you would’ve let me, I would’ve tried to help you. I could have done so much more to save us and I didn’t and I regret that every day. But what I regret most is that I never got to tell you I loved you, because I still love you, and you are still everything I could ever want in another human being. All because I was too scared it wouldn’t be reciprocated. I’m sorry I wasted your time.