I resent women who were able to have a normal childbirthing experience, who didn’t need to go through the cesarian section. I resent women who were and are able to go to their OB/GYNs without dealing with PTSD directly linked to s***** trauma. I hate that I’m not allowed to be upset about what those doctors did to me, how I was subjected to unnecessary, humiliating, invasive tests and exams. I hate that I can’t do anything legally about what they did to me, because 1) it’s my word against theirs, and 2) while what they did was wildly unethical and traumatizing, none of it was illegal. I hate that the system that is supposed to protect me does nothing, aside from assigning blame to the victim, including the therapist I went to because of this. “Why didn’t you go to a different office in the first place? Then, this never would have happened. You should have just gone to a different doctor from the beginning.” F*** you, Lisa.