I'm crazy, I entered rehab wrongly with my positive attitude and good schooling. I left cutting, having anger fits, and with huge betrayal issues. I am

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I’m crazy, I entered rehab wrongly with my positive attitude and good schooling. I left cutting, having anger fits, and with huge betrayal issues. I am now immensely sensitive, have terrible anger problems, and want to harm myself and others for no reason. I went through terrible treatment in rehab, which made me reisolated and feeling like an experiment. I want to f****** stab a stanger in the face… i want to rip my hair out and cry almost all the time… I have PTSD and BPD symptoms and no one understands because I look like I overplay everything when in my mind I’m going f****** insane and everyday feeling more inwardly alone. I’ve lost connections to people i felt knew everything about me, but on the outside I look fine, so it really cant be that bad?

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