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I hate my life like it sound like I’m being over dramatic but seriously I live with a mum who constantly gives all her money to my two older brothers for drugs rather than taking me and my younger brother on holidays or days out she won’t kick my older brother who are past the age of 25 out she literally makes promises but never keeps them I give her all my money I earn just for her to give it away on drug for my brothers she sells all my things so I basically have nothing I was at one point cutting I have scars now but it’s been ten months I thought things were getting better but I was so wrong I really wanna cut again but every time I do I just feel more guilt I either can’t talk to my friends about it or I’m to scared to besides they avoid the subject of self harm my sister did it a lot she tried killing herself I have in the past I took loads of pills I just want to be happy but that’s never gonna happen I rarely go Skl cause most ppl hate me there and I don’t feel mentally stable to go but my social worker don’t understand that I need help but I have no one I’m alone I guess I should have gotten used to it but it hard

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