I’m tired. I’m so very tired. I’m tired of my job, I’m tired of feeling like I’ll never be good enough for my children even though I do the best I can and they say I’m “the best mommy ever”. I’m tired of pretending I’m okay to everyone around me. I’m tired of living in a house with seven people. I’m tired of never ever getting more than 5 minutes by myself, im tired of routine, I’m tired of people looking at me strangely because I don’t smile. I’m tired of feeling like less of a person for being an introvert, left-handed, short, thin, pretty, young looking, quiet, intelligent. I’m tired of feeling like in order for people to like me I have to stuff my face with unhealthy food, be obnoxiously loud, care about what’s on TV and sports. I’m tired of money, bills, rent, spending half of my check on gas just to go to work. I’m tired of the commercials on TV of half naked women eating disgustingly huge burgers. I’m tired of popular entertainers being the ones that promote partying, drinking, promiscuity, and violence. I’m tired of the politicians that think the best way to get votes is to insult and criticize the other candidate! I’m tired of people arguing over their personal beliefs. I’m tired of the blatant lack of respect and tolerance in modern day society. Im tired of being tired all of the time. I’m tired of not having the motivation to change any of the problems with myself. I’m tired of not having the ability to change the world. I’m not tired of the ultimate peace I feel when I am completely alone in silence.