I feel like I don’t deserve life anymore. I know that sounds bad but when you are constantly bullied in high school for being fat and then graduate and people are still calling you fat you get annoyed really fast with it. I know I’m fat, I have know since I could understand the word. I know that I might not ever be super model skinny and that’s just fine with me. I have learned to live with the fatness even though I look in the mirror and wish otherwise. I just wish others wouldn’t bring it up. Along with that nobody around me likes me. Just the other day I was told I was unattractive. I have never been pretty and all I can see and say to myself is “why am I here?”