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I’m all for steering clear from drugs and “bad influences”, but I’m afraid it’s come to the confusion of becoming realiant to something–which would be diet pills. I hate the way I look now, I’ve known I was chubbier but the past couple of months I’ve begin to feel bigger. Parts of my bodies are changing, like my arms, ive always liked my arms. I’m getting stretchmarks in areas that people can see and I SEE them looking. I can’t hide certain areas anymore, I can’t look at myself in the mirror. I’ve tried healthy eating, but as I grow older I’ve experience random hunger pangs. I can’t.stop.eating. I tried making a plan, and when I did binge excersise and maintained a healthy eating, I lost 1 pound. In the past couple of weeks, I GAINED 10 pounds. I can’t handle it anymore. I can’t handle the comments or the pressure. I have to try these diet pills because I just can’t handle it.

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