Why is it that when someone really great comes in to my life I lose them? First was Malachi. He was one of the best things I ever had but at the time I was to stupid to realize it.. Now I lost Caden.. He moved which I’m happy he’s happy but.. now I’ll mean nothing to him.. All these years will just be memories.. Every moment together will be nothing because now he’ll have all these beautiful girls coming in to his life… I always lose the people I really h******* fall for.. Because they’re the only ones who have ever been good to me and treated me like how I want.. I hate myself for f****** up so bad! For being me! Because no matter how hard I try.. I’ll always lose the things that matter most to me..