I’m a 19 year old girl and have never been kissed. I feel like a complete loser. I want to kiss a specific someone right now, maybe if I do passionately enough the pain in my heart will go away. I want to kiss my best friend but I want my first kiss to be from a guy. My best friend and I acknowledged that the feelings are there for each other. But I’m afraid to tell her I want to kiss her. What the f*** is wrong with me?
