the irony is i ve always wanted a daughter not to misuse or anything like that but to love and sacrifice so she d have a better life surviving just for myself i only go so far and dont really push beyond a certain point a daughter would keep me more innocent and help me stop watching the pn s*** on the internet it really would i m older now and missed most opptys i think i could grow old alone bcuz the women have sized me up and found me wanting its really sad i cant meet their list of requirements bcuz i am really lonely and i still wish i had a daughter to care for and love and protect and sacrifice for it would keep me away from the sites i dont wanna go back to and feel bad that i watched tonite i am sorry and ask for mercy