I have looked everywhere for romantic love and just can’t find it. anyone else feeling this confusion? am I too god fearing and caring? I am christain woman with needs in the name of the lord to find husband and love for serious relationship. I was raped many years gone ago but still want romantic love and try to find that in every where places without looking to needy or desperating to the man or friends. I have always wanted serious gentle love since a young wanted mature love in a sensible co-herant relationship for honesty of feelings and godliness. not looking for abuse like before thankyou! please… my heart has been hurt too many times. not interested in casual sexing or hooking up or s***** agro-man hassen violent sessions like when I was raped. just want normal gentle love from attractive intelligent man with caring soul and spirit. no users or hawkers or perverted military who use people for agro-man hassen s**.