I find it funny that whenever my friend talks about her home or mental issues or problems, people are there so quick to coddle her and assure her everythings okay. They offer to help her so much… Give her somewhere to stay,money, you name it. I guess because she’s outgoing, in orchestra, has A+’s for grades, and is pretty and can socialize with anyone well. I can’t. I’ve tried. Before they know me me, people are bored with me. People I’ve been trying to talk to for weeks will instat warm up to her. It irritates me. When I talk about how crippling my mental state is now peopl DONT really care. They shrug it off or give me a common ” it’ll be okay” and I f****** hate it so much. Cus I know they really don’t care NO one does really. She has all the cool guy friends too. Guitarist, punk rock cute guys that don’t even know I exsist… And it doesn’t help that I’m socially awkward not by choice either. I’m not ‘ quirky’ I’m just that “awkward”. It s**** not being able to socialize and make friends easily like everyone else