Caroline, I have deep feeling’s for you. I have for a long time. I wish I could tell you how much I want to be with you, I wish you knew the hurt that I have inside because I know you could never love a guy like me. I wish I could be the perfect man for you, someone that you would be proud to be with. But I’m not, and I know that. I’m not handsome, and I don’t have the perfect body that most woman love to see on a man. I wish you knew just how deeply these feelings I have for you are affecting me. So much so, that I feel sick inside because I know you don’t want to hear what I have to say. I’m sick of not being able to share my feeling’s with someone. I’m sick of not having someone that I can share my life with. You are the first person that has come along that I genuinely have feeling’s for. 12 years I have worked at our company, and not once have I ever met anyone there that has had this kind of an affect on me like you have. You are the first thought that I have when I wake in the morning, and the last thought I have when I close my eye’s at night. You are constantly on my thoughts through out the day while I am working. You told me to not let you have an affect on my life. But it’s too late. You have had a bigger affect on my life than I expected. I wish you thought the same about me Caroline… truly I do 🙁