I had a depression last year and I only told it to her. Now we are hanging out almost everyday and talk like we’re couples. But now just recently, I have been thinking that she’s doing it out of sympathy. Because if she rejects me or doesn’t reply to my message, she would feel really guilty and bad for me as I’m a really pessimistic person. She’s going to oversea this end of December. And to think that I’m finally opening up myself to her and I only realized this much later. Just how foolish can I be? its so painful.. really painful this suffocated feeling in my chest