when i was 18 i was in hospital with a boy that had terminal cancer (he was 16) we talked for a bit and I found out he hadn’t kissed a girl yet so… I gave him his first real kiss, later that night I let him take off my gown and see me naked I did let him play with my breast’s a little he wanted to do more but I denied him that… I found out later he passed away 2 weeks after our encounter feel a bad for denying him