i feel like i’m very useless. But that’s true though. I’m really dumb and ugly. i have nothing to make my parents proud. i dont even have nothing to make myself proud. Everyone seems underestimate me. so many of them says “you’re not trying, you dont deserve those thing”. no, they dont understand, im trying so hard to get what i want. i am an ambisious person.i dont even sleep at night. But they don’t know. they dont even care, how hurtful their words. Even my close friend, doesn’t really “know” who i am. i really hate myself
