I’m starting to feel depressed again. N I’m too nervous to drink after punching out my windows. I don’t wanna give up but I’m sick of feeling alone n like I don’t have anyone to talk to. N I keep blowing all my money on camgirls n fast food that I can’t even afford supplements for working out. Which is one of the few things that still make me happy. For a while I was only happy when I worked out, drank, m jerked off. its starting to get that way again. N I don’t know who to talk to but this sight