I’m never going to get a job with my s***** gpa. I can’t handle all this and a job during the week. I’m not use to this. I hate it and it feels overwhelming and I just think about the thing all day long everyday. Whether its for a few seconds or for a whole hour before bed thinking about who would be sad when they lay me to rest . I was feeling optimistic towards the beginning of the semester but I’m starting to slip. And I need to do well. I need to. I just want to rip this feeling, these negative thoughts out of my head but its the only thing that makes me feel better. Like it’d be the only good solution where I wouldn’t have to worry about anything anymore. School,work,if anyone will ever like me back.
