I f****** hate going out in public. Everywhere I look, I see beautiful, s*** women in every direction, and it enrages me that not a single one of them would ever touch me in a million years.
I’ve had a few girlfriends over the years. They were always fat and nasty, but I was satisfied. But it never failed, every single one would dump me like yesterday’s garbage as soon as a slightly better looking guy came along and paid attention to them.
At this point, I’ve completely given up on finding true love. I just don’t care anymore. All I want just one f****** time in my life is for a beautiful woman with a s*** body to let me have s** with her. To throw the ugly guy a bone. Just f****** once. And then I can finally kill myself and be done with it.
