i lied to have a larger allowance
i lied that i did something, but i just made it all up and made it look real
i lied to avoid someone who really needs me and
i lied and lied because i was selfish, a coward, i know i hurt that person i know that, that person was really hurt and i was afraid to even say sorry,
i felt a sharp guilt that makes me wanna cry, and i cant believe that i am even happy and proud that i deceive to cheat and make a lie that really works on others.
I am ashamed, but a part of me is not. I am guilty but a part of me is not. please help me i don’t know ……….., well it doesn’t matter does it i know i will still do this ive done it so many times, i could still do it. but still pleas help me
