I recently told my ex that we cannot be friends even though I agreed to be friends with her and enjoyed hanging with her some days. She got a boyfriend and I just couldn’t bare that along with what ever I felt for her. I honestly don’t know how I feel. But I’ve been having dreams, day dreams, and I’ve stumbled upon her page a few times and now she won’t leave my mind. Not romantically at all, it’s more tormenting. I wish we ended on equal terms. Cos it’s really eating me alive. I don’t know if I miss her or not, but if she were to message me I wouldn’t be upset. But I really don’t understand cos she hurt me so much even after we broke up. I don’t know what I should do. I feel like I need to message her but I know I shouldn’t. Ugh, this is stressful
