I’ve been thinking of writing this for awhile. I guess now, with all of the “snappening” talk going on, I should finally get this off of my chest…
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been obsessed with seeing girls I know naked. Not like just a little into it, but generally consumes-my-thoughts-for-hours-every-day kind of obsession.
The earliest I remember this happening was when I was about 10, and my neighbor was my best friend. His sister was about 8, and I talked my friend into talking his sister into showing us her b***.
That was in the 80s. Now, thanks to technology, my obsession is getting much easier to fulfill. I started using hidden cameras when I was in college in the late 90s, to spy on my female friends. And I started using keyloggers at work to get email passwords of women I work with, so I can see what they’re sending their boyfriends.
No, I don’t live in my parents’ basement. I am married. But even that hasn’t changed things for me. According to my psychiatrist, I’m not that abnormal. A lot of guys have these feelings, but can control them better than me.
And no, I’m not a p***. The women I obsess over have always been the same age as me.
It’s not just about seeing naked women. I can do that all day online. It has to be women I know in real life. Over the last 25 or so years, I’ve done it to about 60 women, all without their knowledge.
My biggest “win” is my sister-in-law. I created a fake dating profile for a site I knew she was on, and after about two weeks of chatting it up with her, I talked her into sending me some s*** shots.