I kinda made my mom cry.Of course I apologized, I love her to bits. But, I cry because of her all the time, but I hide it. Because I know if SHE cries bevause of me the whole family would go nuts, but if I cry because of her everyone would scold/judge me. I know this is a bratty teenage confession. But now I feel like I couldn’t show emotions around…anyone anymore. Not just my family, I always smile and act cheerful, I kinda feel like if I show that I’m sad or angry, everyone’s gonna judge me.

Sorry, this is becoming too long and out of topic. Thanks for reading 🙂