My ex boyfriend’s ex is his first love. He loved her even when he was with me. She is not my friend. And i had broken up with my ex boyfriend 2 years ago. She is really pretty. I cant help but observe her beauty and try to be like someone who i am not. I thought being like her would make my boyfriend love me and forget her. My relationship span with him was for 2 years. 2 YEARS, I was torn up seeing him the way he looked at her.
Now that she is my friend, i genuinely want to be friends with her. But i can not help but get jealous of her at times. It makes me not like myself. It brings up the bad memories of not being liked. She has no clue about it.