I have always kept this inside me but now it just hurts too much. You see i have a cousin who just takes me for granted, she always goes to me whenever she wants something like making me do some of her assignments, accompanying her when she wants to buy something and many other stuff but theres this other cousin and shes older than the two of us but when shes there she foegwts all about me like im just air, when theres food she only offers food to our older cousin, when we part she only says goodbye to her, when we do somethig she always sticks to her and they get along really well and sometimes they even talk about somethings that I cant relate because they only say it to eachother and apparently they cant share it with me too so I just stand there and pretend to be dumb and not notice anything pretend to be numb and not feel anything. You may think that this hurt Im feeling is a bit childish but youre not me and you dont know how I feel ot hurts so much you know? I always feel left out at school and when I go home I also feel left out. I dont know what to do anymore.
